That's right, Avermont... you didn't die and you WON'T!
Think of it this way... you have been surviving something you never thought you would. You are already doing it! Each day that goes by is one day closer to you being OK again, and you will be. And, one day, regardless of what happens in your M, you will be MORE than ok. You will be FABULOUS!
In the meantime, breathe in and out, take care of yourself and take what happens one day at a time.
