I think I need to think about this. I thought it would be a relief, but I am actually trying not to cry at my new job.
I never wanted to be divorced. And now, well hell, that's it. In sixty days I can finalize this, and that will be that.
I still don't want to be divorced. Huh...but I also know I cannot continue on like this.
I am conflicted...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
