I was more committed than he was. When I promised him forever, I meant it. And he apparently meant until things hit a rough patch.
What's to say he wouldn't do it a third time? Nothing. And that's exactly why there's no future there. He's not making any effort, never has.
Could that happen with someone else? Sure, but at least they have a clean slate to start with. I can't and won't forget all the As and drama with XH.
Why does the piece of paper matter? Because that was all that was left of the M, all that was holding us together. We were only M on paper after the S. There was a small part of me that kept hoping he would realize that he was throwing something away that had potential, that he would file the one page form to stop the D. But he didn't. So it's over. THe last ties are cut, the last hope is gone.
He's ignoring me again. Which suits me fine, except I still need to get my name off his car lol.
I love how he disappears every time I need anything. It's like he gets a kick out of making me contact him repeatedly.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
