Sorry for not being around, just getting used to new job routine and just a tad exhausted, last night was able to read but not string a typed sentance together.
Ive been through so many stages, at the beginning I so wanted to understand, be compassionate to H. Then I went through semi-detachement I couldnt care less what he was doing, but now I seem to be going through angry, every day I have to say to myself Im too close, although too close to what I ask, but close enough not to screw it all up! I just keep praying I get there soon before I blow!
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W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!
