You'll probably hear from her at the last minute (that seems to be her pattern when she's feeling unsure I think).
Good observation. I HATE that. Oh well. I'll be in Houston anyway, and she knows that.
Interesting, while we were driving around last time she visited, I was angry about the economy, taxes, etc. She said "don't you pray this prayer every week? Take this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it. Trusting that You will make all things right".
Wow, yes we do. I love the Serenity Prayer. I guess she heard that from SIL. It's hard for me to believe that she can see BIL and SIL, and how happy they are because they've dealt with their past. She's still not ready. So I guess she just needs to be miserable for a while longer.
I can tell she wants to be with me so badly, but is convinced that she shouldn't be. That's what's so hard, our visits aren't just cold, I can see the battle within her. Which means there's still hope.
Me: 30 W: 28 T 8, M 6 S: 7-27-2007 W filed (again) 3-2011 Served 8-2011 Responded, now dark "I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear" MLK
