So, ex was txt me about the kids last night and it turned into a debate. I hate that. I just am to the point where I cannot listen to his stuff (95% of which I know is lies) and not say anything about it. It just makes me feel so irritated and disrespected that he's still trying to play me after we are divorced.
We were talking about kid issues, because he is letting them do stuff that he knows I don't approve of and we had always agreed on while they are there. Then out of the blue I asked him something, and he answers with "Well, are you going to let me come home?" I asked what that had to do with the issue at hand. It's like he's doing things with the kids to get to me. He probably is.
I want to be peaceful and have no drama and not engage with him. BUT, it just pisses me off for him to continue to constantly bug me with I want to come home, I love you, what can I do, etc. etc. When he still has the little girl. I just feel like lying to me (and her) for that matter like that and trying to use us is disrespectful to both. He will not admit that he is with her, and adamantly denies it. It is just too freaking funny b/c he doesn't know that I have seen his ms where he has all his skanky pics of her, pics of her and D, and calls her "the Mrs." etc. I have almost bitten my tongue in half to listen to his b/s when I know all of this stuff.
ANYWAY, it has to stop cuz it just makes me angry. He needs to leave me alone. I don't know what kind of sick little game he's playing, but I don't want to be part of it. If she's fine with that behavior then whatever.
I'm thinking about just having a really firm talk with him and telling him that I know what is up, I am tired of it, and I don't want to hear anymore of his nonsense. I'm sure that will piss him off to no end, but I am sick of it.
"Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out." Robert Collier
"One's best success often comes after their greatest disappointments." Henry Ward Beecher
