I agree, I don't like the overuse of makeup / perfume. That's one of the things I liked about STBXW was that she had a 'natural' beauty to me.
On another note, it's said that the opposite of love is indifference. I would have to say that STBX is pretty close to being indifferent. As for me, well I've accepted that this is the life I have been dealt. My kids love me and that's what matters.
Still, there is that nagging feeling in the back of my head that this is wrong. When does that go away?
