Julia I know exactly what you mean. I feel the same way. Sometimes I still think about the why, but know I will never really know. It does feel better, more peaceful, when you do stop fighting to know all the answers, and just accept that they are idiots.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
