Finally received a list of potential MC's from my IC. I will review them today and then provide the list to W, so she can interview/research them. We will then select a MC, and start this chapter of the book.
I found a peacefulness last evening. It's not new. It just found me again.
I find I have my own up and down with respect to W and the M. I notice that when she pulls away, I feel a pull towards her. But, when she comes closer or shows interest in me, I question whether I still want her. I do not act on either feeling. Perhaps that is the "decision to love her." Could just be a manifestation of "you don't want what you know you can have." Don't know if anyone else has experienced this - I would imagine many of you have.
Also, if anyone has any suggestions on how to approach W the best way about who our MC should be, I would love to hear them. I don't want her to feel I am pushing her to select someone off my list, and I suspect she will want to stick with her list (like I want to stick with mine).
