Journaling: I've been doing pretty well adjusting to my new schedule w/ my S. And the detaching has gone well..only contact with W is in regards to our S.
BUT, I had one of those "moments" this morning. I'm flipping through the channels & there's some show on about a couple who just had a baby. I started to think...just this past summer, W & I were trying for our 2nd child. Now I'll probably never have another child. I'm 39 years old & starting over. It could be years before I'm ready to get serious with another woman...let alone serious enough to re-marry & have a child. Damn...this sucks.
Me-39 W-31 S-4 Bomb- 9/5/09 Discovered EA- 9/15/09 Found "proof" that EA is most likely a PA- 10/8/09 W moved out 10/31/09
