My heart goes out to you. Ive been there and I know its painful. Puppy gave you great advice. Puppy is right on tho, dont be avaiulable while youre spinning like this, then when youre not, dont be exactly available at his whim either. Im not a big fan of reverse psychology because that still has to do with some kind of control and you just cant control anyone but yourself.
Do something today to calm yourself. Whatever that is, do it. Take care of you you you you you!!!!
