Wow Maria, for me too. 2 years today, I now remember him leaving with his bag... 2 weeks worth but he was gone 11 weeks and then..never came back till this May.
We have been through so much, you and I and you have had to cope with so much more than me.. with the effect on your children as well as yourself and your confidence and self-esteem. How about booking yourself a therapist? It really is a lot to grieve and heal and get past. Its no wonder things are still a little rocky. Hugs al xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread