Ok, just yell at me now, but I would like to tell H that I enjoy spending time with him but that I don't want to have this argument ever again (it's ironic that he used to complain that I always brought up R talk when we would go out and would just keep harping on a subject, but now he's the one. Such a switch-a-roo). We've had the "you left me" argument 100 times already (I know, my fault for taking the onther end of the rope.) Even when I haven't argued back, it still ruined the evening. This just can't continue. It's the catch 22 b/c it's good to spend time together to redevelop our relationship but it always goes back to this argument which takes us back 2 steps again. I really just need to lay low and let him think about everything that happened today, huh? I'm trying to think back today about exactly what I said. I think I made some good points but it seemed like he was so stuck in his resentment that he wasn't even hearing me. Well maybe sometime I could bring up that point, but I'm sure now isn't the time. Is there really anything that I could say to him that would be helpful? Grr. Just being a little impatient right now - just want to fix this mess.
Or maybe I just need to stop taking this so hard and remember to not believe anything that they say and only half of what they do ...hmmm, why is that the case again?
Me 27; H 28; S 2 Togeth 9; M 4 Sep 11/14/08 EA OW1 Sep 08 EA OW2 Mar 09 EA OW3 Jun 10
