I'm in a bit of a foul mood. xW once again conned S4 to stay the night with her instead of coming home with me after S8 and I got out of cub scouts.

If that was not bad enough but xW had S4 upset about a (yet another) stuffed animal that she has him convinced he has to have in order to be able to sleep at night. She tried to get him to play on my sympathies, to connive me into driving an extra distance to get that toy and take it back down to him -- all so she can have him stay with her tonight. S8 was upset about this turn of events himself, and when he got on the phone to talk to his mother, he told her that S4 had the choice of coming back with he and his father (me) or doing without his new favorite bedtime toy (bless S8's heart for seeing this for what it was himself!)

But xW was already saddling S4 up in her vehicle and was already prepped to drive up to my apartment and back just to fetch this toy and retain control of S4 in her care tonight. Sure enough, she got to my apartment about the same time I did. I was steamed.

S8 and I were both saddened that S4 decided he was going to continue to stay with xW. S4 had already been very "brainwashed" against returning to my place of residence, even when he was already there in the parking lot.

I hate this person she has become. So nasty and underhanded. I'm tired of her gloating, interfering selfishness. Was there ever really any trace of a soul or conscious in that husk? I'll never know for sure -- I just know that there's nothing there now. Only nothingness.


Me: 49
WAW: 47
S11, S7
Years Married/Together: 17/18
Bomb: 6/15/07
Separation: 7/6/07
D: 4/3/09

Real love is a decision.
Marriage is a commitment.