WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

Thanks everyone. I'm trying to keep my head up and looking forward. There are times though, like tonite, where I do feel down.

I know it's natural but it's just so crappy. I get into the woe's me routine and I can't believe I'm there. I keep kicking myself in the butt to knock me out of it.

I'm back in NY right now to pack my stuff up. I met up with a couple of friends from work for dinner and drinks. It was all good. I'm doing the same tomorrow nite. I figure I'll head back home on Weds. In a way it's just nice having a place to go to where the crap doesn't exist.

Guess it's a welcome back to realtiy......