Thank you for your support. For the past 18 years my husband and I were just building a life together. We have had a lot of ups and downs in our marriage i.e. job losses and having to relocate because of that, our daughter being diagnosed with a chronic disease at 16 months,miscarriages and just things that a married couple goes through together. I just feel like I am in a living nightmare. I would love for my husband just to say to me " I love You" " I want our marriage to last a lifetime, and I am sorry about what I put you through, and I am dedicated to our marriage and family. When he told me he didn't love me anymore in May he asked me to let him think about things and give him until after he took a Recertification test for his job in October. So I gave him the space he needed.It is funny you mentioned a OW. He has become good friends with one of his employees at work. He says there is nothing going on except just a friendship. However she know that we our having maritial issues because he has confided in her. He never gave me any indication there was ever a problem in the marriage; he has become a total jerk since he told me.This OW will text him after hours and they sometimes go out to lunch togeter.
