Not Me...Ever part 2

[Serenity13]

BIM ~

Thank you for this - It means alot to me that anything I say can help someone else somehow, someway.

I feel better today then I did last week.

I try very hard to wake up in a positive mood & say my prayers before I start my day (some days are better then others)...

It has taken me a long time to get to this place -

The road is bumpy and painful and dark at times however looking back, I wouldn't change a thing.

Every experience on this journey has given me a chance to become a stronger, better, more faithful woman...

I made the choices, I did the work, I sought out advice (and finally applied it), I received additional IC, I took additional meds, I walked, I cried, I screamed, I cut (not ashamed though not proud), I prayed...

I could have folded and just let it overtake me but I chose to rise above it...

To become a better woman -

Not for H -

For me -

For my boys.

Your post earlier today about being stronger and holding on for what God has in store for you is so inspiring. You sound so much better than just a couple of weeks ago. Just goes to show that pain is temporary, no matter what we are going through. AND that if you look up, answers are just waiting on us, all we have to do is listen.