Hey rocked, this has shades of some of the thinking I mentioned in the post I put up at (I think) the Detachment thread ... remember? The seeking of Justice and Empathy by the LBS. And how ultimately, it's probably meaningless.
Still, good to see the way you are getting stronger. But don't give in to your anger completely, it may make you stronger, but at what price? (oops, sorry for yet another Star Wars Paraphrase haha).
Me 42 W 39 Married: 11 Jan 1998, T: Since 1992 First Bomb: Sep 2007 Confirmed A/OM: 4 Nov 2007 Kids: D10, S5 Reconciled and together again after (alot of) time and heartbreak. 3rd kid, S, born 2 Jan 2010.