I never thought I would be here

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I know now the only thing left for me to truly be free or at least the first step to my freedom and being a better man is forgiveness. That is the tough part, and it will take some time. As I write this, I feel so much anger inside, so much resentment and hurt. All that keeps playing in my mind is seeing my wife having sex with these 2 people I know, and I feel so much anger. I can't even stand to be under the same roof as her. I'll be glad when she is moved out. It makes me sick! I just can't seem to shake the images from my head.