Serenity, Just wanted to let you know I am impressed at how far you have come and how you are handling things. I see what you are posting to others and you are more than standing on your own right now. I would call you a DB success story.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.