"My motive now is to either move forward or be done. It's all or nothing kind of thing for me."
Yes.. that has kinda been the goal all along. It can be difficult to put a time line on "all or nothing".
"I do MANY, MANY little things for him that I dont post here."
I don't doubt that at all. I assure you I am not saying it is a lack of effort on your part. To a point I think if you concentrated that effort on a few key things you might "see" better results.
"I dont talk about the A"
Not sure I agree with that so much. It can be an opportunity to open communication.
"I bought him something for the trip he said he wanted, I ordered a gift for his nameday and the kids gave it to him on Saturday (something very special)"
What could be confusing here is that you buy him lots of gifts. Maybe that is why you get and Ipod instead of some "good lovin". I know it is a tuff line and it takes "work" to figure it all out.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
