"I am worried he shows no interest in pursuing me sexually."
Well.. this is not his LL. I can't remember what his was now. This is something that we have talked about alot. The idea that he does not want to "pursue" you should not worry you. It is not meant to be hurtful or a mark against him. You 2 just have different priorities for showing love. Yes.. I understand about the other woman and what he did. Again.. keep in mind he did those things when he was "done" with you. Does not excuse the action and he is responsible for acting in that manner. You can't compare your relationship (now) to the other one he had. If you make the choice to "work" on it please don't hinder yourself by analyzing the situation to death. You have proven you can stand on your own. You are choosing to let him back in because that is what you want.
"Today he came to the airport, he left, going to Ukraine. He was nervous about the trip and still managed to go pick up the kids before he left and wanted to buy a perfume for him that I like."
Although subtle I have said all along people will show you how to love them. Why would a man that does not understand "you" at all go out and buy something that made him smell enjoyable to you? Maybe he wanted you to say he smelt nice.. did you?
"I want this game to pass and then hopefully things will start showing where they are heading..."
If neither of you know where you are heading.. where are you going? How can you remedy that?
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
