Why do I let my emotions and thoughts about H consume me? How can I go from one extreme to another so quickly? Yesterday was a good, happy day. Then today the tears just keep coming. Why can't I just let him go? Seems to me that would just be the easiest, least painful thing to do. Why even bother hoping our R will end up on a positive note? What's the point?
No event happened to trigger this. Just deep in my own thoughts, I guess. Please help me. Please pray for me. I am having a hard time holding it together today.
Me & H: 33 yrs S: 4 & 6 D: 2 M: 9 yrs ILYBNILWY: 8/09 SEPARATED: 9/09 The Beginning
