I did the same thing you did when my H left. I called and texted him thinking the close I got the more he would see how much I loved him. THEN I found DR and read it. Man, I feel like an idiot!!

Hang in there, I am new at this and there are many more people that are much better at advice.

Me: 33 / H: 36
M: 10y / T: 14y
3 kids
BD: 2/22/14
Live in separation 3/8/14
H consult lawyer, says filing asap 4/24/14
H moved out 4/25/14
2nd time around. 1st separation 4y ago lasted a month