Rocked ~

I will let you in on a little secret - I haven't even hit anger stage yet. I have had a few close calls however I don't feel angry...Even when I was searching for it and trying to force it, I couldn't get mad - I am sure eventually it will come but right at this moment I am content.

I still have very dark days but none so dark as before...

I know you have heard it before but time really will help - I didn't believe it, I thought I was then destined to live barely breathing, crying all the time, never eating etc...

But in time with the people I met here, my circle of supporters, my boys and the Grace of God, I know in my heart I will be ok no matter what.

I will leave the rest of your post for Puppy to take care of.

(((Hugs)))

May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~