Can I save my marriage?

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Sorry, must not have made sense. FIL came and skated, but H showed up too, just for a few minutes to watch. He is the one that left with the rejected look on his face. Sorry bout the confusion.

I feel like H may be going through a rough time right now, with the feeling of disrespect from his co-workers, and seeing me so happy. My sis also feels this way, after seeing him yesterday. He just doesn't look happy. I've been doing really good lately. Of course it bothered me that he didn't try to get a hold of me last night because the day before he called 4 times! Its hard to go from being in control and not answering 4 phone calls to not being in control and not having to NOT answer 4 phone calls cause he isn't calling. It sucks. But hey, he really didn't have a reason to call anyways, so I'm not gonna get too bummed out. I've been dealing with his hot and cold attitude for weeks. Its nothing new. Off to see MC in a few minutes. Need to work on me this session, and being okay with just being "ME", cause the loneliness is getting to me these days. Hopefully I walk out with some insight.

I forgot to mention that H was quite rude to my sister yesterday at the rink. She said she was being overly nice and he didn't give her the time of day. I don't know what's up with his moods. The guy can't handle his emotions. I wish he would see a C. If I ever treated his family like that, well lookout.

Don't know my next move, just get through the day right now.