I think that until you figure out that there is no specific reason "why" your marriage ended...then you will continue to spin...you will continue to have bouts of loniness..you will continue to do what you are doing.
I know that sounds like the blame is laid all on you..but that's not where i'm coming from..
you are responsible for how this goes now..you are divorced..your life is yours to live and do as you please..Gabes only part in any of this has to do with Marc..you control how much you talk to gabe..you control how you react to him and the "ho"...
bottom line Mish...this is not your fault..stop beating yourself up....
it's time to break away..move forward, stop being scared...
you can do this..ya just gotta want to do it..
you go to church?? well next time you go...hit the alter...lay this stuff there and leave it
you ever see CG anymore?? you need to surround yourself with people you have fun with, positive people and that includes the people on this board..get out of newcomers if your over there...Newcomers is just too much sometimes...
