Was on my way out the door and saw a new msg, checked it thinking it was a friend of mine regarding plans for later. Nope, its from my h. He wanted to let me know that he was coming back to the states for xmas to see his mom. Then again after the first of the year and wanted to know if on his second trip back he could come to tx and say hi.
Wow???
I dont have time to answer. Not even sure how to answer that. Do I want to see him? Yes of course I do. ....and no I dont. I think he is bringing OW on the first trip. I could be wrong, but I dont think I am. He cant see me for the holidays, but can AFTER? I am already making my plans but still. maybe im being stubborn, but why do i have to be second on everything?
