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[mishka422]

They are shorter but no less frequent. It's been nearly 2 years so obviously I should be over this crap by now! It really makes me angry with myself that I can't seem to get myself together enough to live fruitfully.

I'd love to volunteer, but I work too many hours a week and taking care of Marc and mom doesn't leave me any time.

I belong to a wonderful church and I attend a women's bible study on Tuesday nights. It's great, but it ends tomorrow and the next one doesn't start until January. It's always sad when a study ends.

I think I'm going to step away for a while. I sometimes wonder if sticking around the boards keeps all the pain fresh in my mind and is holding me back. It's a very real possibility.