Thanks saffie, if I had the $$ and time I would, its great that you even offered... and yes I know not all leos are bad, my h has a lot of faults, but i fell in love with him for the good traits he has...
Cofee would be great!! Oh doc, your always welcome!!
Journaling...
H leaves for out of state work on Sunday morning.. going to celebrate S6's bday tomorrow before he leaves.
Things have been pretty quiet the last 3 days, I won't jinx myself.
I have a stupid infection in my glands from the abses(sp?) in my tooth... Im sick of feeling like crap...
Anyways, it will be a quiet 3 or 4 days. I really need it.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Basically a parent took the middle school principal hostage with a gun... Was a bad scene but everyone is ok!
On a lighter note:
Happy Birthday to my baby boy S6 who is 7 today!! Time flies I can't stand it. It makes me sad that he is growing up so fast. I love him with all that I am.
H is still away, so We are going to breakfast then to barnes and nobles. Later we will head up to my parents for dinner and cake!
Have a great day!
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Well... the wkend is upon us. H is finally on his way home. Didn't expect to be this long of a trip for him, had some gliches.
Sat. and Sunday both days we have bday parties to go to.. then Next wkend is S3's party. Then thanksgiving... this year went fast, and I can't wait til its over.. This was not a good year for me.
Hope you all have a good wkend. I won't be on here too much the next few days, H will be here hovering no doubt.
xxoo...
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Weekend was busy, no time to really get annoyed with things.. but of course that has changed since then.
I can't do anything right with this man, and when he "thinks" in his mind that I have done something all he does is yell and bark at me. So tired of it, so tired.
Explain something to me, this wkend was my best friends daughter's birthday. We all went. H helped with the present opening and putting the cards away etc.. I couldn't believe it... NOW at his own son's party he didn't lift a finger to help me... WTF is with that???? I don'tt understand him, and im really beginning to dislike everything about him.
I don't understand it.
He has multiple people around him that tell him how lucky to have me, and his answer to that is "i've trained her well"... WTF?? I said BS... He never gives me credit for anything.
He really deserves to be alone, with his miserable self, then he wouldn't have anyone to yell at.
Sometimes at night I lay in bed and think what it would be like to be with someone that diddn't have so many issues. I know all of us have issues of some sort, but not to the extreme that he has them. To try and get someone of his age to recognize them is a whole other ordeal. I don't think he is capable of change, and that is what scares me. That I will be in the rut with him forever.
just a bad day guys.. I'll be ok.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
