No word from x
he has not returned calls from kids
kids have not seen him for a few weeks now maybe 3
xh seems to think that he can take it out on the kids and get to me by never seeing them
b/c I fired him
I am coming to terms with it
I am learning how to take care of the business totally wiothout him
I am very clear--I dont want him there anymore
I think he will walk away and if not I have legal rights
I feel bad that my kids stand in the middle
possibly loosing their dad totally
but they really only had a fraction of the man as he isr really an addict now
so until the alcoholic/addict gets real help wherther in MLC or not they are of no use to anyone
we have to move on and through the gracr of God I feel I am starting to
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow