I keep asking myself do I miss the companionship and having someone to come home to, do I really miss her or that?
This question must be answered (not that it can't be a case of both in the beginning). But only you can answer it.And answer it you must, in time.
True. I know I miss my W but she doesn't even act like the person I married. Its like invasion of the body snatchers. I bet a lot of people feel this way. I feel better tonight. The good thing is that ive come a long way, and people around me have say they notice a difference in me.
Most LBS feel that way. W usuually call 'em aliens, but invasion of the body snatchers is a witty alternative. It is good that you've come a long way and a lot have people have noticed. Means she does, too. for sure but won't acknowledge it (usually because "it's too little. too late". Keep doing what you're doing. Results and answers will come in time.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac