went out and all i did was talk about him....oh well when i got home, he told me i looked great. smiled like he was happy to see me, we talked about our son and laughed a bit and then i ruined it by going into the bathroom to be sick i tried to be clandestine, but he knocked on my door a few minutes later and said that he and our son were concerned then he asked when our next mc session was...... i still can't sleep i am meeting him in the city tomorrow, with our child to go to a tv taping as a favor to his friend did i mention that this sucks? sorry....it is after 5 am
