I know, I am a strong person, but it the reality really hurts, especially when I thought I had some positive signs that things may at least be treading water for the holidays, instead I'll be going through this process.
On top of that, I need to reun for re-election starting in December, with the election in April. Funny enough, this divorce will have about the same timeline. I think that helps me make my decision not to run.
I'm very mad right now, but have always said that my wife, who is a very strong woman, would need to file to let herself know that she could before anything can change; the only problem is that now the clock is ticking (4 mo in Wis) and that creates a little more pressure on me.
I will be strong, but right now I am feeling a little beat down and tired.
