well, this evening, after avoiding 24 phone calls 4 texts and 4 vmails, she finally caught one of my Sons and told him it was an emergency to talk to me. then, she went into "its not what you think' speech" Rather than let it go, I basically gave her the ROBX speech. I took no prisoners. It was hard, and I am very tired now. I didnt like telling her that "Motel LBS" was closed, but the time had come. Of course, legally, i cannot keep her out. But now she knows I am done. Finsihsed being treating like crap, like a doormat. I am emotinoally spent and looking forwardto sleep and excercise tomorrow. taking to sons to FL on Saturday for a week. Then my Baptism. I will not let her ruin any of it.

Today I sat in our city park and watch lovers of all types (and i mean all) show their lovee to eachother. that is what i want. That is what SSGA deserves. That is what my children deserve. Not a WAS who doesnt want to be here.

Staying Strong, Showing courage, showing strength.


ME 41, Her 41
M 18.5 years
T 19.5 years
s - 12, 10
Bomb 7/12/09
Inhouse Seperation 7/13/09 - 10/1/09
She moved out 10/1/09 - present