I've just decided that it is over. My mum called my mother in law to see how she was doing and mil said that she is upset, but understands why her daughter wants out. That I treated W like a mother than a wife. That we never went out. That I never showed her affection. Then they talked about the cheating accusation. My mum said she knows I didn't cheat, but mil said "only god knows". She also said it's better for us to be seperate and happy than together and miserable. Which I agree with, but I don't agree with not at least trying again in our own house.
Doesn't matter anyway. I've given up. I can't go back even if W wanted me to.
