Well, Thinker, it's like someone wise who told me it is because I expect her to fill that void. So, I'm the cause of that void. Therefore, I am the one who has to fill it.
The question is how, exactly, to do that? I like me, have faith in myself, have confidence and feel strong.
Is it grief masquerading as emptiness? Or resentment? I don't know. I just know what I feel. And the bad parts (which are outweighed by the good) I want to drop like a bad habit.
