It's too hard sometimes

[TooLateForMe]

How do I know it's not my codependence that wants my W back? I wake up most mornings w/ a profound love for her. But all this soul searching I've been doing has me wondering if I just need someone I think I can trust to take care of me again. I was dependent on her in almost every way.

And it's going to take a long time to be truly independent. When I'm finally a functioning individual, I have a feeling it will be too late for reconciliation. I have this hope in my heart, but my brain is telling me it isn't going to work out.