In shock...

[praying_in_GA]

Well, I took my rings off. I have also taken down all but one wedding picture. The one I left up was our first kiss as man and wife. I have a Rosary hanging over it. I am just not ready for that one yet. I feel like God is my only hope right now. I can feel the depression setting in.

Sorry to wallow...I know you all don't want to hear it. I will get over it eventually. Time to GAL, distance, and love my kids.....all in the name of not wallowing.

I will check back periodically. For right now though, I don't see my actions as saving my marriage.

Thank you to everyone who tried to help me. I am sorry I was so obstinate and blind. I am still praying that God opens his eyes and mine.