I gotta put my faith that God will not give me and my boys any burden that we can't handle.
God has a plan for us as long as we are alive on this planet. Therefore, He provides the means for us to stay alive. I've had to remember that when days were dark for us and I didn't know how we were going to make it....but somehow, we always did. Might not be living in the high style we would desire, but He didn't promise high style...just that He would take care of us. So, you are right, keep putting your faith in Him.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
