Hope and heartache

[ClingingToHope]

Had three negative dreams about W. Last night around 10:30, D10 wanted to call W and tell her about the swim meet. W had texted about 7:30 p.m. asking and I had D10 text her back. She left her a voicemail when W didn't pick up.

I don't remember the particulars of the dream other than W calling me to tell me to stop checking up on her. In my dream I told her to check her voice mail, I didn't call. Then she said we'd be getting the divorce by now if I had the money.

That jolted me awake and it took me a few moments to realize it was a dream.

Then I went back to sleep and dreamed I was over at the house and she was telling me of all the things she's selling on eBay to raise money to file. Again, I'm up again.

I forget what happened in the third one.

All my dreams about W to this point had been positive. My subconscious is telling me it's over as well.