Good day. Got out for a round of golf. Not my best round, but it was beautiful outside.
W is pleasant. Very talkative. Makes an effort to engage me in conversation. Good, right? But, I have times where I just don't want to talk to her. It is difficult being around her. Not that it makes me uncomfortable. But, that I just don't want to be around her.
A friend of mine reminded me tonight to keep being "supportive." Well, I have been, and it doesn't seem to have made a difference to W (not my goal). I will continue to handle myself honorably, but I asked myself a question tonight in response to my friend: "Why would I want to be around W?" She isn't supporting me, providing me any emotional support and certainly not meeting any of my needs. Selfish of me, I suppose. But that's the mood I'm in right now.
