Looked like you could use a hug... As for the letter, it was very nice however next time just write it here and leave it here (see my sitch where I wrote one just yesterday)... It sucks period however listen to Puppy, he is correct in what he is saying... I don't do anything concerning interaction with my H without running it by this board first, you want to know why? Because usually what I am about to do is completely wrong. It takes time and a boatload of patience I didn't even know I was capable of having. Hang in there.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~