And I had to admit to myself the other day - tough to admit - I was weighing the two options wondering which one might lend itself more to an eventual reconciliation: Being gone for good or being around here and bumping into each other occasionally. I was almost embarrassed by the thought of it, but hey, there is a Divorced But Not Done Forum, right?
I think even after all is said and done reconciliation is your true hearts desire. You know your wife/her feelings/her thoughts/her ways - You know in your heart that what she says isn't really "her" saying it however you have chosen the high road after quite some time with the hopes that maybe somewhere down the road you two will be able to reconcile - This makes you human, a wonderful man willing to let go of the woman he loves/place her in God's hands with the hope that He will answer the prayers you have sent up. He will my friend, have Faith - Above anything else keep your Faith.
My opinion (((Hugs)))
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~