Not Me...Ever part 2

[brownidmom]

Serenity,

This isn't true - It may have been part of the problem however you speaking your mind (you know free will and all) isn't what lead to the demise of you marriage - Communication breakdown - It takes 2 for the marriage to thrive and 2 for the marriage to crumble.

My words are what delivered the sting that led my H to put us on this path we are now on.

I was not referring to speaking my mind; I was referring to lying to him about my having sex with someone else when I was 19 yo, after I met him, but before I had sex with him AND before I loved him.

Yesterday, the woman that I talked to and confided in, after I finished my saga, was smiling from ear to ear with tears in her eyes and said to me, "I am so excited for you. We don't all get the opportunity to be a part of something this big.".

And that my friend is what I call a sign.

Sure is! And I am done with ignoring the signs. I am guilty of trying to rationalize things away. God has been speaking to me and I haven't been listening. No more.

And how are you today? ((Serenity))

bim