Okay, deep breath. ...Smack to the head, moving on. I made a mistake, acted like a jackass - the good news is, I can only do better.

I stepped outside for a breath of fresh air.

I'm done playing games with H. I learned tonight it just ends up hurting ME. I will contiune the 180s and GAL. In fact, I'm about to freshen up my hair and make up and go out with a girlfriend. No game playing, no texting H, just goona have fun. Oh yeah...and let some guys think I'm hot and buy me a drink! How's that for a recovery? lol

And I get it. Playing games and being deceitful, well...it's just stupid. Back to being nice, friendly, happy, bubbly and mysterious. That's the way to go. Live and learn.

Might need a shot tonight to pretend all this dumb crap never happended. Where's the lucky guy that's gonna buy it for me? ; )

Oh...thankful for 2nd (and 3rd and 4th and 5th and....) chances.

Me: 34
H: 34
DD: 3
M: 8 yrs
H moved out Oct. 2008, "not happy" "don't know what I want" "will always love you, but not in love with you"
PA Bomb: April 5, 2010