Thank you, guys. I hate it when I do dumb things like this. It makes so mad bc he wins again! I get furious, act like a psycho, say stupid things and nothing good ever comes out of it. Ugh!
Will I EVER learn?

No, I didn't even think to remind him that he walked out. Besides he would have said, "I pay for it, it's my house." And then I would have probably blown up even more. Trust me, I can say much more stupid things than what I said tonight.

I've tried going dark, but I have a tendency to fall off that wagon. I do good for awhile and then I do something stupid like I did tonight.

Me: 34
H: 34
DD: 3
M: 8 yrs
H moved out Oct. 2008, "not happy" "don't know what I want" "will always love you, but not in love with you"
PA Bomb: April 5, 2010