Yep, running my mouth to my friend ended up rushing things MUCH faster than I wanted to happen. Very bad mistake on my part. Wrote the letter in a hurry with way too much emotion (and lack of intelligence and guidance) involved. Another mistake.
Wish I had done things differently, but what's done is done and all I can do is move on.
BTW...thanks for teaching me a new word today (supplicating).
Me 45 WAW 36 S8 T 15 M 12 Multiple PA's since 6/07 W moved out 10/25/09 I filed D 12/29/09 Sitch