Sorry to hear that you're a bit down. Think it's par for course on this rollercoaster. I guess when we finally give up, our H's get what they wish for and that's when they finally see if life as a divorced man is as good as they think it will be. My H hasn't really experienced that properly yet cos he's always popping in or texting or calling. I'm getting ready to pull the pin on it all.
I have a life planned for me that doesn't include him.