WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

Still no call from the WAW to talk to the boys. Crappy part us the boys are so used to it that they don't "care". I stopped asking them if thy want to call as they seem I get sad/mad about it.

I did hear from my lawyer that he will file for spousal support on Mo since I didn't get any severence. He told me that she had talked to her lawyer on Fri already. I also told him I want to go after full custody, just in case she doesn't let me see them more.

Last time, before I found out the truth, I had them every Thurs, Fri and Sat with alternating Weds. I didn't know that just made it easier for her to keep cheating on me. I had thought it would make her sit in her apt by herself in the hopes she would miss the family. Boy was I wrong as I didn't know she had left me for another guy.

This time I'm gonna ask to alternate on Sat.

It's starting to sink in that I'm unemployed with no income. I'm gonna file for unemployment but it'll be a very small fraction of what I was making.

I gotta put my faith that God will not give me and my boys any burden that we can't handle. Ironically when I asked my boys what they wanted to do this weekend, my 3 year old asked about going to church....

Gotta keep believing..... Forward motion via FIDO